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I haven’t updated in over two months. Again, nothing really exciting happening. Still going to the occasional rave. Wanting a man. I’m trying to learn Spanish right and hopefully become fluent soon.

uh… yeah lol.

oh and fuck school. i hate it so much. i can’t stand going. summer break come faster

Newww

I don’t even know what to say really or how to say it. I’m really high right now. and I realized I haven;t updated this in a while. :

Okay, so lately I’ve been hanging out with my friend, Courtney. She moved back to New Mexico just a couple weeks or months ago. She’s really fun to hang out with 🙂 and then we’ve also been hanging with Joel. So, Joel and I are becoming better friends again. We’re all suppose to drink tonight.

School is not exciting nothing happens. haha.
Last week was Valentine’s weekend and so I went to this anti-valentine’s rave. It was pretty awesome. I definitely had fun and danced wit someone special 😉 haha. After the rave I come back to Joel’s house and everyone is drunk. I took a red Pisces at the rave and was still rolling a little bit. So my friends and I drank a little and then they left. Joel and I were like the only ones wanting to drink at that point. It was really fun. We haven’t had that much fun together in a long time.

Buttttt I’m still high ;)~

Updates

I don’t seem to update a lot. Nothing exciting is hardly happening so there’s no need lol.

This school was okay. I looked bad Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday which didn’t help.

I finally hung out with my friend Courtney on Thursday night! She moved back a couple weeks ago and we finally chilled lol. It was fun we blazed and went to my friend’s house. Then we hung out again last night cuz I needed help getting some swag. We chilled with Gabby and Joel again. It was down.

Sadly, this guy I’ve been talking to couldn’t come down. It sucked… I just need to find a cute boy to call mine x.o

Next week is Valentine’s day. Who knows, maybe I will have a Valentine’s haha. x)

Oh, the pain!

I got my tongue pierced yesterday. It didn’t hurt, but the soreness and swelling sure does suck!! I hate it. lol. I can’t wait until it’s healed though. Tongue piercings are sexy 😉

I didn’t go to school on Friday. I feel bad because it’s so early in the semester! Ahhh. Oh well. I was partying with my homies the night before and just didn’t want to get up for school. haha. Then I hung out with Shy on Friday and saw a movie with Matt later that night. We saw Gran Turino, which is a pretty awesome movie. It was really good. Go see it!!

I have school tomorrow Booooo. Hopefully I can talk normal by tomorrow. hahahaha

Note

I update too much, don’t I? I’m getting over my (I’m gonna say) allergies. I woke up up and I wasn’t bothered! 🙂 Yay

Last night I found a site that tells you how to synthesize MDMA. I NEED TO PRINT THIS OFF AND SAVE IT. It looks very accurate and it uses the MDP2P method. I’m definitely gonna try this out one day. I do plan on being either a Chemistry or Biochem major in college. This is crazy haha.

And all of a sudden a lot of guys are popping up in my life. 😡

That’s all I have to say for today.

Sinuses

My sinuses are killing me!! I have a runny nose, I feel like I need to sneeze a lot, and my eyes get all watery. THIS SUCKS! I hope it goes away soon 😦

Anyway, school is going alright. It’s freezing and windy here though, so I like to avoid being outside as much as possible. I love warm and sunny weather! Winter is not for me. I need a new coat too. I really hope I can get a job soon. I think I need to go hit up a couple more places.

Nothing exciting is going on in my life… I’m looking for to Love Spell (a rave), but that’s on the 30th. Other than that, nothing. I forgot to include this in my last post, but my ex and I are talking again. I don’t know how I feel about that… We’ll see. I really don’t know what to think or say about that at all.

New Years :)

I’m so happy it’s 2009. It means a new start! 🙂 Yay!! I have a lot to update on as well… First off, the date was a no go. He just wants to be friends he said. Eff that. It’s so lame, but it’s a hairflip. LOL

Second, I celebrated the new year with my homie’s at their house. We bought some beer and a bottle and got drunk, of course. Although, while we were drinking the cops knocked on the door!!! It was so scary, but they ended up taking out friend away for “medical reasons.” How sad for her 😦 But we ended up having a lot of fun. I had a new years kiss but the guy is so sketch so we all just kissed each other hahaha. Five people in one night. haha 🙂

I decided I want to get my tongue pierced so I think I’m going to do that soon. I was going to do it the other day, but Robin and I got too high again. We smoked two bowls of orange crush and then stoner bombed. We’re crazy.

Yesterday was my lazy day… I went job hunting in the morning. I applied at Del Taco, taco Bell, Einstein Bages, and Popeye’s Chicken lol. I bought some vitamin C because I noticed I was getting sick…

Now I am at school. Ugh. I wish the break was longer.

Christmas

Yesterday was a pretty awesome Christmas! I enjoyed it. My mom woke us up and I got the new iPod nano, a DVD player, two DVDs, Starbucks giftcard, electric razor, and bodywash. It’s pretty chill. Then I went over to my homie’s house and gave them their presents and blazed it.

Robin and I saw The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. It was so long, but it was a good movie. Since our friend Megan works there, she got us in for free and we bought a large popcorn, large drink, two candies, and a large slushie. WORST FEELING EVER. Our stomachs were hurting so much later on. Oh well.

I’m excited for this Sunday! I’m gonna take this cute boy out on a date. :)! I can’t wait. Maybe if it goes well, I’ll try and kiss him. hehe.

Rave scene in NM

The rave, Merry Massive, was pretty fun. I took two blue guns and gave my third one to my home girl. The music was awesome and I had fun for the most part.

Although domestic violence went down. These two guys got in a fight, One of the guys was losing and got his head stomped on. There was a lot of blood. People picked him up from the ground and brought him outside. I went to the lobby and this chick told me he got his head stomped on and he was dead. That’s why the cops were there. This all happened around two. I don’t know if he actually died but it’s a possibilty. I was around the bathroom area and this big guy came and another guy was telling him he needs to take this shit outside and all of a sudden tons of people started crowding into the area. I got out because of course it’s dangerous. Then I met up with my friend inside the rave and that’s when we went and saw the guy on the ground. It’s a very sad story.

This definitely wasn’t the first time I’ve seen something like this. Last year at Graveyard Groove I was standing by this chick and she studdenly went into an overdose. Then later that night when it was over a guy got hit by a car and died.

Too much gang activity and shit like this happens here. People need to remember PLURR. Peace, Love, Unity, Respect, Responsibility.

Anyway, my break is pretty boring! I’ve been bored all day today. 😦 Tomorrow I’m meeting up with Magen and we’re gonna have some fun. I hope. haha

So exctied!

I’m going to go to Merry Massive this Saturday!!! I’m so excited! I haven’t been to a rave since Pure Evil, which was amazing by the way. I’m going with my friend Erika to go buy tickets later. I think I’m going to buy hers since they’re only like $10. Then I need to buy some thizz. My friend said he could get 4 for $60. So if he has some blue guns, I’ll buy them fer sure. I wanna roll hard and it’s a pretty good deal.

Anyway, this week has been crazy! Monday, I quit my job. I was supposedly missing $64 from my register. I know I wasn’t. I mean, I didn’t get in any trouble but still. I also quit because it’s so boring there. I hate it! The people barely even do their job.

This is finals week. Today I took my U.S. History final and my French 2 final. They were both pretty easy. Yesterday was a snowday. A big storm came in on Monday and snowed all day and night. It was pretty amazing. There is also suppose to be a storm coming in tonight, too O_O Hopefully, it cancels school! lmao.

Finally, the boy situation. Matt and I just aren’t working out. I can’t seem to find that special like I get for certain boys. It sucks, but oh well He’s cool and sweet and fun, but I just don’t know. Enough about this topic though.